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Name: AnNe
Country: Philippines
Birthday: 9/6/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: i like to eat .. to read .. sleep .. or even stare at an empty space ...
I enjoy watching animes , movies, series ...
and now I enjoy blogging and surfing the net .. :D
Expertise: Troubleshooting IOS and Architecture Issue routers only not switch .. *hehe
Occupation: + TAC (Technical Assistance Ce
Industry: Engineering
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
8/25/2005
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| I missed blogging where my friends can access and read it. I have a sort-of private blog but somehow ung gusto ko patamaan hindi matama-tamaan. Still no sincere apology, no promises. Naka-hang pa din ako.
Don't get me wrong ... okay naman na kami .. siguro .. basta kalimutan nalang ang lahat ang naging drama ... hehehe! :D
Anyways, thank you gels for helping me get thru sa 3 months ko sa US. When time comes .. susunod din ako sa inyo! Amishu all! Mwahugz! | | |
| Since I'm not too busy and I don't have anything too do ... I created another blog.
So friends .. feel free to visit and comment on my other blog .... Mwah!
Anything Goes blog
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| I was browsing thru LUPUS site and found this article (this is actually my own story) ... It only shows how John knows me so well. I can't help but cry and I don't know why....
Hello, I am John and I am about to
tell you a story about my future wife who recently just got an illness
called SLE. For the past 4 years when Leslie and I started working, my
mind is always set to overcome the stress of life. I always remind and
tell Leslie that God will always give you strength especially whenever
you encounter hardships in life. I always remind her that take things
slowly at a time. In other words, yard-by-yard life is hard, but
inch-by-inch its a cinch. And then in church, we always hear my
favorite "Attempt Great things for God, Expect Great things for God
because HE is a Great GOD". At the same time is to never give up but
always do your best for His glory.
Last year September 2006, I
transferred to a company (my 3rd) in which this company was one of my
ideals. But sadly, I was not happy with the company. I experienced a
lot of stress and I asked Leslie if I could resign from my job because
I can't seem to handle the pressure. Then Leslie gave her approval and
so I only stayed there for 5 months. In the midst of all this, Leslie
always complains to me about her job. She always tells me that she
already wanted to resign because of the people around her. This
prompted me that it is not a good enough reason to quit just because of
a few people. So I again told her to just ignore them and pray about it.
This summer in the same company
Leslie for the past 4 years, she was given a chance to transfer to a
different team that will widen her knowledge in Networking. And knowing
that her superior was our classmate in college, I also gave her my
consent even though we both know that it is much more stressful than
her current assignment. And then suddenly June 2007, we heard a news
that our old classmate (Leslie’s superior) will transfer to a different
company just right after Leslies decision to go to his team. This
became a big disappointment for her especially when she heard that the
person who will replace our old classmate is another teammate whom
everybody hates. This new team leader is not a very good leader. He
does not want to teach others and he thinks he is so intelligent. I
always get angry when I hear stories from her about him.
And then came July 2007 in which I am
about to attend training in the United States for 1 month. For that one
month, I did not realize that her stress in work was getting heavier.
Due to the new team leader, plus me being gone for a month in which I
am only the stress reliever she has. Added to the stress is her mom who
thinks she has a lot of money to spare. When I came back to the
Philippines, it seems Leslie's fine until after some 5 days, she keeps
on complaining of a headache in which I also did not bother much. And
then came a fever in which when she went to the hospital, some intern
doctors in the ER told her that its just some viral infection and she
should just rest and take paracetamol. And they charged her 5000 for it
from her medicard. But after a few days the fever did not get any
better so she decided its time for her to be confined. We went again to
hospital and for the first week, she was treated as a patient having a
typhoid fever. But that as well did not work so they called her
hematologist doctor and they checked her blood. Sadly they found out
that she had low hemoglobin and low white blood cell counts, and this
prompted a blood transfusion. After some tests, they still can't find
any infections so this triggered the doctor to suspect as an autoimmune
disease and then later they called it SLE.
At first, I did not accept that it
was lupus. But after some time, I realized that maybe it is lupus. When
I visited the hospital and seeing how weak and fragile she is. I can't
seem to control my tears even if I want to. But remembering how great
our God is, I know that she will always be healed because God is so
good and is willing to give us all of His riches. And then a question
arise from my head, "How can we overcome stress if there is such
disease that we need to avoid it? Did God really meant for us to trust
Him whenever we are stressed?" The answer to this questions, I still
don't know. But one thing I do know that God will never leave us nor
forsake us. And about Leslie having SLE, I think that God gave us a
chance to glorify Him. By it, I know that we can attempt great things,
expect great things from HIM because indeed HE is a GREAT GOD" But
first things first, I also know that I am not a perfect Christian but I
know that God already have forgiven me for my sins. I realized that God
is telling us something as we walk through this path, we know the
answers to it. I know that God is there watching over Leslie and there
will be a lot of changes after this. I just hope that this incident
will make Leslie and I stronger. And make our spiritual relationship
with God to another level.
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| I forgot to blog my resignation ...  It's because John kept on bugging me that he's pretty sure that I'll blog about it.
Nothing much to tell ... it's been 13 days ... I sametimed my colleagues one by one and told them about the decision, passed the letter and asked for an immediate resignation. Good thing, they allow it. I even forgot a Thank U letter / Goodbye letter to my colleagues and friends. You guys and gels already know who you are, I THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart!
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| I'm SAD ... I miss you gels!!! So much!!! Worn-out ... Im tired, Y am I still here??? Scared ... Can I handle it / them ??? HAPPY ... Glad to be back! | | |
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